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January 23rd, 2008
10:17 pm
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Attack of the blahs.
I'm feeling depressed. I'm trying to work out whether its external influences or bad brain chemistry or both.

Work is not good at the moment - I'm growing increasingly annoyed with my current project as it seems that the data needed to tie it all together is not available.  It may not yet exist. It may be prohibitively expensive to obtain.
I've said all along that obtaining this information is a part of the project that I have no expertise in and no interest in doing, but now I need it done before I can make any sensible decisions about the parts that I am interested in and am more than capable of doing. So I am spinning my wheels, and I am bored. I am also a bit worried that the project may fall through entirely.

I am also lonely. I seem to have quite a few acquaintances and no real friends here locally. I think this may be a huge part of the problem.

Enough of this. Is not helping.

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Date:January 23rd, 2008 08:53 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I know what you mean about the friends, I get lonely here too although I am lucky to have Jason.

I was feeling depressed for a couple of weeks after Christmas, and I gave myself a shake-up - dancing, vitamins, good food, etc. Then I went through a bit of a manic phase, but I seem to have settled down into normalcy now. Look after yourself, and try and think of ways you can get out and meet likeminded people. And I will go and take some of my own advice....
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Date:January 24th, 2008 08:28 am (UTC)
Ta for hugs.
Today was better. I had a planning type of meeting today, which left me with stuff to do that I enjoy doing - designing algorithms and a bit of coding, which is better than reading irrelevant papers, worrying that everything is about to turn to custard and checking my email every 5 minutes. I must get on to the good food bit.

Edited at 2008-01-24 08:29 am (UTC)
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